tisdag 6 april 2010

Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V[ienna] is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I need a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a clam consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

I am the Cure.

Jag var in på aftonbladet nu. Har inte varit det på jätte länge.
Började tänka på när jag jobbade på canal digital. Då var man in på aftonbladet var och varannan minut. Jag minns en kille som jobbade där sa han visste mer om Britney Spears ( för det stod mkt om henne) än om sin egen syster. När jag slutade där släppte jag iaf mitt aftonblads beroende.

Jag tyckte verkligen om Jordan Sparks - The cure innan, men nu har den fått en helt annan betydelse. Fick veta något som gjorde mig så glad så jag kunde spricka. Det var så fint.

Just Come With Your Heart
And Leave The Rest To Me
And I Promise I Will Be
And I'll Be Your Cure
Show Me Where It Hurts
And I Know That I Can Be
The Medicine You Need
Baby, I'll Be Your Cure
Your Cure

Kunde aldrig tänka att jag kunde ha en sådan inverkan på någon annans liv.
Känns fint att veta man betyder så mkt för någon.